It’s the Burnley 10km this weekend and I’m not prepared for it at all.
I was doing really well with my running and preparing for it but I had a panic attack a few weekends ago. I did write a blog about it, but I got scared about posting it so it is in the cloud world waiting for the day I’m ready to share that story. (Maybe Never!)
I’ve been set back since then, I’ve had a constant head ache and nausea and my anxiety has been quite bad since then. I’ve felt like a bit of a let down.
I’ve also been to the Dr’s this morning with a knee pain that could or could not be related to running. I just feel a little overwhelmed with everything and like I’m failing. Failing at something that I couldn’t even do in the first place. I’ll be there on Sunday, trying my absolute best but right now I’m not feeling it.